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My last journal was kind of negative, but this one won't be that bad. I'm starting to get the hang of college now. My health is better now, I think my grades are decent, and I'm starting to make friends now. The weekends still suck and I still don't have a job, but hopefully, they will get better.

This week, I am on vacation from school, so I will be more active on here. I probably won't have any art to upload, but I'll be faving and commenting on stuff!

I don't have a lot to say today, but I just wanted to let you all know how I'm doing. :)
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: This page
  • Watching: Youtube videos
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
I haven't made a journal since August...I probably won't make another journal for a long time...

In my last journal, I mentioned that I was excited for college and all the new experiences. That mindset changed completely.

I kind of loathe college right now. Some people might think it's the best few years of their lives, but for me, it is complete shit. A few things are good, but I'm two months in, and kind of wish I wasn't there. It honestly has made me kind of depressed and done with life. Classes are okay, but some of them are complete garbage, and are worst than some of my worst high school classes. I've made friends, but so far, I haven't really hung out with anyone outside of class, and I've literally done nothing except watch Youtube videos and do homework on my weekends. I don't expect to go out every week, but sitting at my dorm and doing nothing gets boring after a while. Basically, unless you party (which I don't) don't even bother...

College is also the time where my health decides to fail. I've been sick for more than three times, and it turns out that one of my sicknesses was for an allergy that I had never been shown to have until now. I'm not sick now, but I won't be surprised if I end up catching ebola or something while I'm here.

On top of that, my self-confidence (what little I had) has diminished completely. Lately, I've felt like I can't do anything right. Last week, I attempted to get a job (to raise some money for myself), but I ended up missing the HR orientation for it because I got off at the wrong stop of a bus and the bus driver (intentionally?) led me to believe that I was at the right place, so I waited at the wrong place for an hour. I was LIVID. Other incidents similar to this has happened, so what's the point of trying anything?

I wish I didn't stay at the dorms or better yet, have gone to a different college, but since I don't have a license or a car, I won't be able to transport myself and my parents sure as hell isn't going to be doing that, and also my family doesn't have money to send me to another school because they've already spent a lot paying for the one I'm currently at.

So yeah, life kinda sucks right now. Maybe things might get better as the year goes on, but knowing my luck, I doubt it. Most high school graduates wouldn't say this, but I kind of miss high school.
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: This page
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
My last journal was kind of negative, but this one won't be that bad. I'm starting to get the hang of college now. My health is better now, I think my grades are decent, and I'm starting to make friends now. The weekends still suck and I still don't have a job, but hopefully, they will get better.

This week, I am on vacation from school, so I will be more active on here. I probably won't have any art to upload, but I'll be faving and commenting on stuff!

I don't have a lot to say today, but I just wanted to let you all know how I'm doing. :)
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: This page
  • Watching: Youtube videos
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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This was originally a P&F fanart outlet, but I moved on to other things to draw. I still like P&F though.

Current Residence: United States
Favourite genre of music: At long as it has a good beat, I like it
Favourite style of art: MS Paint or drawing by hand
MP3 player of choice: iPod nano (but I listen to Pandora online)
Favourite cartoon character: I like P&F characters
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:iconpnf-lover56:
PnF-lover56 Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Thanks for the fave!!!
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Tpffan5196 Featured By Owner 3 days ago
you're welcome :)
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FitzOblong Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014
Thanks for the :+fav:´s on "Phineas and Isabella in Star Wars" . :aww:

Phineas and Isabella in Star Wars by FitzOblong
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Tpffan5196 Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014
you're welcome :)
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KubitschekF12014 Featured By Owner Edited Sep 1, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for my PnF work with Biomerge flair.
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Tpffan5196 Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2014
you're welcome
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KubitschekF12014 Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I do appreciate the noble thought. Do tell me specifically why you loved the drawing. :D
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Fangirl-Musiclover Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2014   Artist
Thanks for the fave
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Tpffan5196 Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2014
you're welcome
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WildRose789 Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2014
Thank you for the fave^^
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